It’s been far too long.
I should just start over… that’s how long it’s been since I have updated my blog. I can tell you why without any other reason: Depression! Yep, it happened to me. I debated wanting to tell the whole world, but I thought just maybe something positive might come of it, and it might just help someone else. We aren’t just talking “sadness”, or slight depression cured by your primary care Doctors antidepressant prescription. It went much deeper and darker than that. At its worst, I could not care for myself, barely get myself food/water, medication, let alone get out of bed for days on end. I missed 11 appointments at one point, and didn’t call to cancel nor answer the phone when they called to ask where I was at. My husband was overseeing my nutrition, my medicine, my safety, and all the household responsibilities. I had lost 20 pounds in two weeks, as a I had no interest in any food. There were periods of time I didn’t leave the house for weeks at a time, but the in